Farolito- Christmas Eve 2009, El Rancho NM

I am sorry if it seems I’m avoiding getting to know you more.

I am fumbling lately.
I have years of shit to deal with – we all do.

You’ve rearranged things inside me.  You’ve made a place for yourself in my heart. It’s commanding.  It’s startling.
I’ve described to you before how dark and cloudy things have been inside me.  I’ve told you how you’ve helped to bring me back out of that.  I hope you realize how much that actually means.